Jaysinsan

Talk about a shot out of the blue where some guy, just randomly talks to me, thinking I'm their friend already and they are mine. then they proceed to state,  hay, I looked you up, i know where you live,  I'm gonna steal your identity...   Now if that doesn't scream someone with an obvious issue..  then..  Hell, why hasn't darwin removed them from the earth?  Now, i'm a kind man..  I don't really care much about anything, but dude..  Stop..  your assuming WAY too much about me,  and you aren't.. my friend, at ALL for you haven't even Earned the right.    You wanna get on my good side,  Your gonna have to start over..   the proper way...  

So, here I am once again...  writing for no reason but to vent.  There are many who may watch or read this,  many who may think or care...  But in fact.. do I know you?  For a time,  I was sane,  for a time,  I was enjoying life..  Trying to live it by the rules set forth.  Yes, I was young,  yes I was by the book.. for that is how i grew up.  As I grew,  i expanded my mind,  I opened it,  yet the world..  remained shut.  The rules..  that force us to live by,  that almost strangle us to live a life we may not wish to live..  remain.  So I learn, and grow,  and get hurt,  and lean, and grow and get hurt and now,  i'm just getting tired

And thus, with the onset of a brisk chill in the air,  the leaves starting their process of changing colors, and the plethora of acorns littering the pathways and yards of many a neighbor, fall is upon us, and with it, the holiday of Halloween.  Oh how I do love this time of year, when the eager and excitement of dressing up,  carving, cultivating devious thoughts most foul, marks the beginning of the holiday season.  It also marks the beginning of the dreaded, weight gaining progression that lasts until well after New Years... :  So on this day, I find myself wondering.  Wondering how everyone is,  how are their holiday plans coming alon